I’m back!

Hello All!! Sorry for the delay, I was going through a rough time. I’m working on bringing more positive actions and feelings into my life. This blog helps with so many things. I don’t want it to be all negative. I have bad days, but I am trying to work through them. For my first … More I’m back!

Been a while

Hello all. I know it’s been a while since I lost wrote. Things are still incredibly stressful. Living here, at my dad’s has been feeling more like a prison sentence than anything.  I just feel like there is no support here, and just constant stress and tension. Which causes my son to act up. I’m … More Been a while

Ups and Downs

The past few weeks have been difficult. I’ve had my ups and downs. My biggest up being working things out with my boyfriend. I’m happy, and hope things continue on the path that they’re on. He’s been extremely supportive of my treatment and going to see new doctors that can help. Today I had a … More Ups and Downs

Down Days

I have had a few good days then a lot of bad days recently. Yesterday I spent pretty much in bed or on the couch. I just had no energy, and the pain was hell. I saw the Rheumatologist on Wednesday, she is now checking for Sjogren’s Syndrome. Joyous..Another possibility to add to the list. … More Down Days

New Day

    Today was a new day. A new day for anything to happen! I’m currently visiting my mom in a small town in Tennessee. I’ve been here since the 14th. It’s been eye opening. I’ve been able to relax, and let go of the stresses and make decisions. I’m at peace. I’ve been working … More New Day

Painful Day

Today I woke up and was in tremendous pain in my hands and legs.. I had problems speaking. Which is a new problem. It’s as if there is a disconnect between my brain and mouth. I just speak gibberish sometimes. It lasts a few minutes, then i’m fine. Today feels like it’s going to be … More Painful Day

Letter to My Dad

  The past year has been very difficult. I currently live with my Dad, as it’s easiest right now. Yesterday was his birthday and well, I decided to write him a letter expressing my thanks, love and gratitude to him. I want to share it with you all.   Dear Dad: Happy Birthday!!!! I know … More Letter to My Dad

A Jittery Day

Hello Fellow readers! Today dawned a new day, bright, sunny, crisp day! I knew upon waking it would be one of my “jittery, and difficult” days.  It’s been a busy few days, so I knew it would happen, so I set today aside to rest. Saturday was an Easter Egg Hunt with my Son; Sunday, … More A Jittery Day

Welcome

Hello! Welcome to my blog! I have decided to blog my  trials, tribulations and journey in dealing with this my everyday life. For starters, Let’s answer: What is Dysautonomia:           Dysautonomia is a medical term utilized for a group of complex conditions that are caused by a malfunction of the autonomic … More Welcome